The fast and the furious ways of our lives, or what has become of it….
Lately it seems that this world is losing allot of its mojo, color, flavor and its fast becoming a bitter and desolate place where people have lost the meaning of life all together. It seems all is about living the ultimate production life were everything I cheap and disposable….
Work work work, then go home, eat a premade dinner, sit in front of the TV and watch mindless crap or go have faceless sex for cheap entertainment, go to bed and do the same the next day. And it seems everything is adapting to that way of life to, I recently entered a supermarket and everything was made for that… they had more readymade microwave dinners there than is necessary to have a yearlong stay in outer space for fuck sake… even booze now comes in single servings, you can scan your own goods so you don’t lose to much time or heck don’t want to face a real person as a cashier? No need to worry my antisocial friends, u can now check your own goods out and pay with a terminal….
The slightest bit of noise a kid makes playing in a yard or your pet makes, their already calling the police to make a complaint, and speaking of which, many of you earned a extra cent by babysitting every once and a while when parents took some times for them self’s to go out, well these days you will find that your job I getting replaced and no its not with cheap laborers, no the new babysitter is called playstation or xbox… and what? Sitting next to your kids and interacting with them? WHAT helping them do their homework ? WAHTTTT asking them how their day went? No need for that pesky business either my colorless friend, we now have the internet raising and socializing our children…
Is the change between falling in love to being in love to much for you, my friend at the other end, not to worry, the internet is now full of online meat markets were u can fulfill every darn desire u can have, u lack attention, u lack thrills, u lack lack? Ull be able to find it out there…. And soon, that last great bastion that you look up to as a kid, being your parents… I gone, lost forever into the webs of the cyber world. Were u an order a person like you order a car, from boob size to penis length, and personality to hair color, u name it, it shall deliver!
And what has this become? All of a sudden that movie the matrix doesn’t seem o surrealistic anymore now does it? , its like we live in a world occupied by drones, doing the same thing over and over again, being fed what they should think, like, eat, behave, like and dislike by the media….
You know what I say about this all, GO F URSELF!
When I grew up we used to go to the woods with a pocket knife and make spears, play warriors, or with a hacksaw and rope we stole from our dads tool shed and go build fortresses…. Make paper darts and pvc electric conduits into a blow gun and go play war with a bunch of friends… build trail to ride our bmx bikes on, and what the fuck was a play station? All u cared about was getting a mountainbike som u ould enjoy the great out doors, get a beaten up moped at 15 and work on it, pushing it home more times than u rode it :p.. those were the days…
Now being a grown up I can just state that yes this world is fucked up, but u know what it doesn’t affect me…. I will live like every day is a present from odin, look at things and marvel like you only did when you were a kid, when I have kids ill be their father, teacher, I will try, I will fail, I will learn and try again, but I will never abandon them to a electronic device…. And when I will find love, I love truly, madly, deeply… and to all those who live like drones I have only one thing to say, you are the very fuel that keeps me running, because becoming not what u want me to I my soul reason never to give up!. U an try as hard as you want, drag me cross the mud, through hell and back, I refuse to be denied and I shall never surrender!
Each time I climb on my ninja and open it up, twist that throttle, release all fear I feel alive, I feel the surge in me, and am riding on the wind. Each time a certain person calls I feel happy, happy that I get to live in such moments, to look with great expectation, hope and dream of a wonderful new adventure, each time I lose someone I feel cut but eventually I pick myself of of the ground, dust me off and carry on forever. I say what I mean and I mean what I say, I let what turns inside out, speak my mind. I laugh with things others find stupid, I are not to take life serious.
I don’t know if I ever get taken in someone’s heart and kept there, nor do I know if I will ever be called a father, but I know that whatever I do, I o with respect, keeping in mind that people in your life are more precious than all the kinds horses. What I don’t know I will learn, and do my best.
And blessed I am, for I have walked the path of the outcast and played the observer, I love my friends because their individual stories I get to share, make my story book complete, be it will be closed one day, and perhaps never read, you all added color inside these lines…!
Life I great, its 3d, high definition, full vibrant colors, crispy tastes, lovely smells, its all u ever dreamed a TV could be or bring, so get the F out there and live it!
As my uncle shamus would say to the matrix: scruuu juuuu ja rat bastard!.
It great to be different, love me, hate me,
